kills and pills shots andcocks trust and pain hurt and you

we broke up and yes it is killing me softly.

"Killing me softly with his song, killing me softly with his song, telling
my whole life with
his words, killing me softly with his song. I felt all flushed with fever,
embarrassed by the crowd, I felt he found my letters and read each one out loud.
I prayed that he would finish, but he just kept right on strumming my pain
with his fingers, singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song, killing me softly with his song, telling my
know I'm good enough for that."

and it was a mistake. that i would never make again in my life. I just want him to see what he saw, what he fell in love with. Stop your mind. and listen to you heart.


so, I'm gonna get pro active and give a goo at keeping on

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;

Me and matt con coked a great plan on getting back on track in school and i plan on sticking with it. i got plans. I got ideas. I will accomplish them. i will go to work. I will do my best , and not try to be THE best. Thats all i can do . Not gonna chew off more than i can handle. i can get back in the swing of it all. Cause you know just what? i am THAT! Awesome . Kinda like Aston Kutcher style.

I knows tomorrow is new day.
I will just focus one day at a time.
And i will move on one day a time.

Think ill pray forgiveness to night. love, happiness, bitterness. I'll be just pray to be what people deserve. honestly.honestly.thought i was great ,what every deserves. now. i guess i am not. def want to change that about. yes ill pray for some real love tonight, happiness, love.i will confess tonight. i will wake up tomorrow owith a brighter mindset.
amen