i guess cause i have always felt like it was my fault i haven't had a relationship with my father.. because i felt like i am the one who said "no lets stop this madness" at eight. That i have always felt like i ruined one of the most important relationships of my lifetime.
sooo..
thus, i continuously set myself in relationship where i know i will receive pain at the end because of the things i do.
its like control.
i want to be hurt because i feel like i deserve it for fucking me and my fathers relation ship up.
Goddayum.
and i always thought i'd be one of the lucky ones without daddy issues.
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