again.. same sob story

I thought that maybe this was my chance.
Or.
I thought this would be okay.

I thought no need to worry. Hes a nice , intelligent sweet guy. on the up and up.

but he left.
fucking just like everyone. goddamn.

This one with out even a "lets be friends".

What is it. what the fuck do i do.

I would love to know. Ducky lets be real.

My heart is in pain.
I was feeling special.
To good to be true.
Now , don't we see why i guard my heart.
This is exactly why .. i put up a facade.
Can't hurt me when you don't know me.

This is exactly why.

Suppose this is the time.

Sometimes i have no idea why we are friends.

your so different. Def, not in a good way.

To bad everyone knows it but you. How sad for you.

LOVE

I gave into MTV today.

I'm DL some boys likes girls.

Damn, I'm a poser.

they have been on MTV for the last week.. non fucking stop.

Life is finnally not going to suck so hard for us...

That was real cool kids..

Why did I bite my nails to the end.. ewe skin. fuck that.

So today my dog busted through the doors completely...
She is mentally insane.

she always go crazy then passes out for hours.

with her perfect pink collar. What a dog. i heart her times a million.
One day, One day .. we'll move together to Portland.

I'm so random lately.

Secrets secrets.secrets..