2. You think you have it all worked out, that you know exactly what you’re talking about. You are not what you think you are. You have conditions for your love. Someone has to be exactly up to your moral virtues standards to be with you. No you don’t deserve what I did. Yes you deserve better. There will always be someone with something. You can’t break a person’s heart just because you get scared or what’s next. Or think it might happen again, what’s the point of guarding you heart so much? It’s not your fault what happened. I’m not casting any blame on you. But it’s sort of insulting that all that I am get pushed aside for one thing. Yes I broke some trust. But honestly, you love me and you’re not going to work to keep me? Honestly. Then you were wrong. You never loved me.
3. You’re a cunt.
4. It must be nice to be satisfied. You live in this tight knit world of routine. Just cause he came next and treated you better than the last. You’re lucky he’s a good guy. You’re lucky, because you don’t deserve it. Then again who does? Does anyone really deserve anything? And how do you measure what you deserve? No one is perfect. Right. Everyone has faults. Everyone has fucked up. I guess it just means what are the bounds of your compassion.
5. K. I understand. I understand that I never really gave myself to you. I think I just had an epiphany. I get it. I actually had one of those AHA! Moments like in the movies.
6. You both talk about yourselves too much. What do you know about me? Honestly fucking think. You know nothing. I told you. You understood. Yet, when I tell you things ,your to fucking close minded to get it. I hate that your 20. This is stupid. Why am I talking to you at all? Why do I know you? You’re annoying. You mannerisms, everything about you. You’re fucking laugh. Kill me, every time I hear it. I just like the feeling of being liked... I’m awful.
7. I wish someone was here to catch these boxes that keep falling. They hurt. I just want to roll up in a ball and forget my life.
8. To say you have to love yourself before you can love someone else is bullshit. Love can make you fly, love can make you better. You just have to be open to it. Let it in. Love can make you fall, love can kill you. Love is a disaster waiting to happen. Just wait, it always leaves.
9. There is absolutely nothing better than a song that says everything you mean.
10. I wish I could get god’s number because I would call him tomorrow. Ask him what the fuck is up? Why me? What the fuck have done that is so much worse than everyone else?
11. People only treat you the way you allow them to treat you. Is that true? I think so. I allow everyone to leave. What would be differently if I didn’t allow it. How could I have stopped it?
12. Your actually one of the most hilarious people I have met. You use your dramatic nature as some sort of satire. I love it. I used to think it was the just the way you were but, I see through your intelligence you just a higher level of humor.
13. I loved you first. I loved you more. I left you first.
14. If you loved me , why did you leave me.
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