Monday, November 5, 2007

Get it. Giiveit.

I don't really know how to put how i feel into words.

I feel like there is no way up again, i look at my life and feel like its never ending struggle. Now , that is depressing.

I feel like i work hard, and i get no where.

I look around and everyone else is just flying by ..just using what falls in their laps .. and being completely happy.

nothing ever falls in my lap.

If it does, i in some way orchestrated it .
I just want this to be over.
I just want to try again, or even not ... i just would rather stop here.

No one is real.
I trust nothing that comes out of anyones mouth.
I trust no actions.
I believe in nothing.
i have hope in nothing.
I'm skeptical.

My life was over 10 years ago.

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