again.. same sob story

I thought that maybe this was my chance.
Or.
I thought this would be okay.

I thought no need to worry. Hes a nice , intelligent sweet guy. on the up and up.

but he left.
fucking just like everyone. goddamn.

This one with out even a "lets be friends".

What is it. what the fuck do i do.

I would love to know. Ducky lets be real.

My heart is in pain.
I was feeling special.
To good to be true.
Now , don't we see why i guard my heart.
This is exactly why .. i put up a facade.
Can't hurt me when you don't know me.

This is exactly why.